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side project

i've mentioned it before, i am a distracted person. i have tons of side projects,

after almost a year, i was finally able to write the following part of the blog post!!! record delay!

i think it was may or june of this year (2026). alongside my bipolar disorder, i have now been officially diagnosed with ad/hd.

i was regularly traveling to stockholm, sweden for a client project. on my way back to london, i left my 15" macbook—which i had been using on my lap and then stuffed into the seat pocket—on the plane. realizing the unusual lightness of my backpack only after taking the train from the airport to my house was the straw that broke the camel's back. throughout every stage of my life, i used to think that everyone experienced this kind of forgetfulness and the problems it caused, or even if it happened to me a lot, i would just blame myself and continue living in the exact same cycle.

anyway! i deviated from the main topic again. wait! actually i didn't; i wrote all this to explain why there are so many side projects and why they are left unfinished.

but my ultimate goal in this post is to share what these never-ending projects are—the ones that made my brain light up as if i had found the greatest software project in the world, only to fade away just as quickly. maybe in this sea of hypertext that we are rapidly losing to ai, another fierce and, more importantly, highly capable developer who actually gets things done can take the idea and advance it, or twist it around and turn it into something entirely different.

so, here are the folders i've carried from computer to computer over the years, either completely empty or containing just a few initial files:

countless other projects flash in and out of my mind throughout the day, but nowadays i mostly manage to hold myself back from getting carried away by these ideas.

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